catch-all; kaworu

[clockpunk]

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[peripheries]

[He waves his hand.]

Evangelions. Beings made from the remnants of Adam and Lilith. But does it really matter much here?

We were children with predetermined fates. The others believed they were chosen to fight against the angels to save mankind, but I always knew we were nothing but pawns in the committee's attempt to achieve godhood.

[clockpunk]

[ that's fair. it doesn't matter.

kids getting caught up in adult's delusions of grandeur was not foreign to him. ]

You were a plant because they thought they could control you. [ the surgical scarring, the hesitance to comply. well then. ] But you started to feel things? Because of him?

[peripheries]

I was a plant because I was created to be their trump card to be played at the final hour to keep their plans on track.

[he was controlled but he was well aware of the circumstances behind his very existence.]

An attack by an angel connected my heart to that of an another pilot's. Through her feelings my own awakened and I realized I felt something for him.

[clockpunk]

He didn't know about it. You being an angel.

[ ugh. he feels lightheaded. ]

Rejection's hard to take even when it's done gently.

[peripheries]

No. Not until I had to reveal myself and he was ordered to kill me.

[Sit down bud. This is a lot.]

Yes. It hurts. Especially when they care for others over you.

[clockpunk]

[ what the fuck ]

That's how you died?

[peripheries]

That's right. I died by his hands.

[clockpunk]

[ what the fuck ]

I-I'm sorry. [ runs a hand down his face. god. ] Were you-- able to get through to him, before that?

[peripheries]

I don't know. I hope so.