catch-all; kaworu

[clockpunk]

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[clockpunk]

[ that's fair. it doesn't matter.

kids getting caught up in adult's delusions of grandeur was not foreign to him. ]

You were a plant because they thought they could control you. [ the surgical scarring, the hesitance to comply. well then. ] But you started to feel things? Because of him?

[peripheries]

I was a plant because I was created to be their trump card to be played at the final hour to keep their plans on track.

[he was controlled but he was well aware of the circumstances behind his very existence.]

An attack by an angel connected my heart to that of an another pilot's. Through her feelings my own awakened and I realized I felt something for him.

[clockpunk]

He didn't know about it. You being an angel.

[ ugh. he feels lightheaded. ]

Rejection's hard to take even when it's done gently.

[peripheries]

No. Not until I had to reveal myself and he was ordered to kill me.

[Sit down bud. This is a lot.]

Yes. It hurts. Especially when they care for others over you.

[clockpunk]

[ what the fuck ]

That's how you died?

[peripheries]

That's right. I died by his hands.

[clockpunk]

[ what the fuck ]

I-I'm sorry. [ runs a hand down his face. god. ] Were you-- able to get through to him, before that?

[peripheries]

I don't know. I hope so.